Lovely isnt it?

The rain brought together lasting rejuvenation to the plants and to the creatures inhabit the earth, sometimes it came as the answered prayer from the farmer to yield fertile crops, sometimes it came as the curse to the fisherman and the hawker.

Whichever role it serves, our role is to be grateful and forever thankful for whatever coming from the force. Including the rain.

After rainy days, sun slowly re-appearing, bathing the land with the heat amidst the remaining moisture blast from the rain, the damp and cool environment combine with the slight heat equals to serenity, opening a floodgates of emotion called love.

Lovely, isnt it?

The mirror

What i see when i see my reflection in the mirror every day every morning stretch beyond the image of my own face, i see beyond the present, flashing the past and foresee the future.

I plan my activities in front of the mirror, consulting, talking, weighing, arguing (sometimes calculating), because my work desk, my eating table, happens to be placed in front of the mirror, and whenever i need flat surface to get 'anything' done, thats when the the table come into usage, and that 'anything' that need to be done will be done in front of the mirror

Mirror, mirror mirror.

Junjungan mulia.

Gambaran guru dalam filem melayu lama

Have you ever watched 50's film which feature a male teacher with songkok, neatly pressed shirt, straight cut slack, and spectacles?


Itu saya panggil Cikgu Sekolah Melayu. 

Typical nerd who accidentally becoming brutal, upholding rules and regulation, flogging the deviant and gives loads and loads of homework during school break.

Claiming of spreading the righteous message, keeping young mind from straying of the best path in life, highly intellectual, rarely commit any mistake, unbelievably knowledgeable.

Im thinking of becoming one

cuba cuba belajar nak jadi mulia

(Cik kena betul betulkan niat mengajar tu dulu, biar kerana ALLAH SWT)

......

senyum, menutup pedih di hati...

Mr CesCes

(Tanpa ragu-ragu entri ini ditujukan pada Mr CesCes)

Oh Mr CesCes, my 'dear' Mr CesCes...

Perhaps what you did is noble, but the act is unfathomable. Perhaps i am blind hence i cannot find, the good is hiding, the crude is surfacing.

Oh Mr CesCes, my 'dear' Mr CesCes...

Your reason is misinterpreted, even though many people are interested, rainbow is a lot like you, full of hue, in contrast with the temporary and joyful feeling rainbow brought, your temper last and combined with a sorrow thought.

Oh Mr CesCes, my 'dear' Mr CesCes

For every clever scheme and scam you produced, cleverer i am to have a plan well-devised, for your decision to combat and strike, here i am armed with pride, to defend my right.

Harap-harap anda tidak terhibur

Stress ^_*

I was halfway helping myself with a plate of rice when i started to feel nauseous, very very nauseous. In the verge of vomiting, i managed to calm myself down a lil' bit, enough to stop myself from puking right there and then.

I was hungry, terribly hungry, even starving, but i cannot eat, not without the hint to throw up after the very first spoon of rice reaching my throat, yet to enter my digestive system.

I was tired, terribly tired, even exhausted, but i cannot sleep.

Because my mind was running like an over-working machine running out of lubricant ( not the KY jelly SaiFOOL used yer!).


Aku stress dengan byk benda

(bawak-bawak la g mengaji ye cik!)

Sedih-gembira-takut

Bila aku bersedih, aku mahu gembira, bila aku gembira aku jadi takut, kerana gembira selalunya sementara, dalam gembira, aku selalu tertanya-tanya, bilakah sedih nak datang?

Kepucatlesian-for no reason!

Today, i was infected by a plague called 'Kepucatlesian-for no reason'.

Today i was asked by my mentor ( the senior lecturer) to demonstrate a Vector concept in depth. i was very well prepared, i revised the topic for 2 hours last night, i even rehearsed the explanation of the solution to a few questions.Talking to myself as if i was teaching for a few times. Even murmured the dialogue in my dreams.

( ye la, tinggal tak tulis skrip je kan)

And the long awaited day came!, summarizing the whole story, i was experiencing 'kepucatlesian-for no reason' !

But, guess what my mentor got to comment about my teaching?

Errr, according to her i was ---- ( which was a wonder considering the kepucatlesian syndrom i contracted!)

hehe! compliment!