Sunday, February 26, 2012

Classesssssssssssssssssssssssss

Setelah sekian lama permohonan melanjutkan pengajian diluluskan, defer punye defer, semangat sekejap ada sekejap tiada, malas jgn cerita, akhirnya, i decided to risk it all and pursue my study in Master of Applied Statistic, UPM.

Background undergrad dlm Maths Education, bukan nya truly and purely Statistic adalah satu cabaran yang agak mencabar kesabaran untuk selongkar semula semua buku berkaitan Statistic yg pernah dihadap suatu ketika dahulu, dan baca semula content yang ingat ingat lupa

Luckily, mengajar Maths peringkat pre-u memberi kemahiran untuk manipulasi algebra dan teknik2 kalkulus, walaupun pengetahuan statistic ku agak terbatas, tp kemahiran dlm basic calculus membantu utk memahamkan derivation derivation dan proof proof yg merupakan asas kot, dlm course ini

So far, i manage to understand everything taught in lecture, tp x tau lah bila course sudah proceed dalam masa 2-3 bulan and next, will i still be able to catch up?

I still am, teaching

A masters degree is something me myself (and my parents) really wanted me to have, and i am determined to fulfill it.

*Dan moga ada lagi perkhabaran2 baik along the way...amin..:)

Friday, February 17, 2012

Sempurna

Just how much i always wanted to be liked for who i really am
That's just how much i always loved everybody else for who they really are
I never really looked at people like they looked at themselves in the mirror
Kindness always equals to beautiful
And the otherwise is just opposite to beautiful
Who dares to deny the great god's skill of creating
Every and each of HIS creation are great
You just have to see more than how you always see
Instead of seeing with eyes, try to see with heart

If everyone's just try to be less judgmental
If only everyone can be so generous to accept flaw
World will  be a better place to live

~NNCR (5.48 pm)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Selalu ada masalah utk cari idea utk tulis tajuk selepas tulis sesuatu entri

When i was young, i never needed anyone
I never feel the need to be known
praised nor appeased
Neither was i felt the need to be respected
nor was i felt the need to be recognized
and approved
of every single deed
All by myself
I'm fine
All by myself
I'm content
All by myself
I'm felt suffice
Maybe all this growing up
has altered either
me
or
my surrounding
or both, and now
all by myself
dont wanna be
all by myself
dont wanna be
anymore~

What am i after
Fear creeping over
I lives with insecurity
I lives with greed
which i proudly claim as ambition
What had i became?
Really~