Lesson 22: Applications to Business and Economics

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Perihal mengkritik

Since my free time seems abundant (iyer nadiah? confirm takde kerja2 tertangguh? confirm free?)

err, think again...okay kejap lagi sy buat, but 

i'd like to jot down my review of most recent movies i watched:

(okay another post laces with grammatical error and kesalahan tatabahasa yg sengaja dan tidak disengajakan)

Twilight

The only consolation of this

ridiculous-make-no-sense a group of very very good looking vampire deep in love movie is

= the handsome Edward Cullen and Jacob Black

Thats it, other than that, i fell asleep after 15 minutes watching

So if u hate it so much, why did u watch the movie??

First, as already mentioned above, because of Edward Cullen and Jacob Black

Second, its a social obligation to watch movie which strike fancy of the majority in a group to avoid socially awkward label

(ia adalah satu tuntutan sosial untuk menonton cerita yg digemari oleh majoriti dalam kumpulan rakan2 kamu, supaya kamu tidak tersisih)

Aku Bukan Tomboy

I didnt plan to watch this movie, for i have no obsession over Awan Dania, Adnan Sempit or Diana Denielle (betul ke eja) ex

( well you-know-who i referred to as Awan Dania, Adnan Sempit and Diana Denielle's ex)

But it was the perfect coincidence, i was torn between my promise to treat my niece and nephew to movie and my allergy to what seems like crap.

Sudah berjanji hendak belanja anak2 sedara tengok wayang, tiada cerita lain yg sesuai utk tontonan kanak2 melainkan movie ini sahajalah

But i do have a few other choices:

1.Real Steel ( i already watched this)

2. An English movie with obscene poster depicting a man and woman in a position which seems like tangle on a couch..(Despite the controversial description, its actually nothing more than comedy, what were you thinking..hahaha)

3. Lupa

4.Lupa

Okay, thats all

Tragic post

Undescribable, this feeling is

Repeated failure can result to cowardice, fear of failing again and again, same embarrasing and hurtful moment re enact and re occur

Damn of what they said of courage and bravery, its all had extinct long time ago, longer than i manage to retain in my memory

And since then, confidence had been shattered so badly, it crumpled beyond repair, any dream deemed as beyond reach

Any attempt of recovering is none but another waste of time, useless and utter idiosyncrasies

Semua nya sudah hancur kan

Alone again (naturally)

Since i am bored, and i have no one to talk to (currently), i am motivated to update my blog.

Being alone is not entirely pathetic (but i have to admit, part of it, really is, pathetic)

Being alone gave you time to be in your own thought and reflect your past. And today i really am on my own, in the perfectly enjoyable solitude of my own company, and it gave me a few thought:

1.Person of your dream always seems better than people in reality because in your dream, you get to choose what kind of quality you want in a person

But you forget, people in your reality is way better that the person in your dream, because, they are, REAL, not imaginary.

2. Its difficult to forget people you like once, the memory is torturing, simply because

You only select pleasant memory to be preserved, next time you look back, try to remember the unpleasant and hopefully

You will, forgive and forget

3. In our life, we will regret thing we didn't do more compared to what we did

Berlari

Last saturday was epic, it was the day i overcame my fear of 'participating in sport event' and broke my own record of 'no-sport-never'.

It wasn't purely deliberate of course, i was accidentally and coincidentally happen to be at the place where everyone else were either pregnant, too old and too sick, hence not fit to represent mathematics unit in the running competition, here how the conversation on that day went.

My friend: NNCR, i had put your name in the list of runner

Me: What?!!!

My friend: NNCR, you have to, we are short of athlete now, everyone else is either pregnant, too old or too sick, you are neither, it deemed you as the fittest person to run

Me: I'm SICK laaa, i'm not feeling well, sakit kakiii!!!!!!!!!!(tiba-tiba)

(to be continued)...(malas nk menaip tetiba..)

lagu ni mmg best giler

Aku tak tau kenapa aku sukerr sgt lagu ni


http://youtu.be/rq3gay15UjM


hahaha, aper la klasik nya aku ni

Dikenang jangan, disebut jangan

Its raining in Tangkak
and in my heart
my vision went bleak 
tears steadily rolling down  my cheeks 

p/s: (Catatan atas buku Matematik di satu hari hujan lebat di Tangkak, dan aku mengantuk nk pegi kuliah...haahhaaha)

Close your eyes

we close our eyes when we sneeze, yawn, and sleep (of course)

Sometimes we do close our eyes, to open our heart, to feel, we tend to close our eyes when we pray, to focus and centralize, directing entire thought to the said wishes.

When we try to visualize distant memory, we close our eyes and think, raking our brain

dan 2 lagu yg aku post kt entries below both mentioned about closing your eyes when you...............

we never learnt enough

Those who weren't fascinated and and intrigued by the power of wisdom lives life of troglodyte.

It was a long time wish and long time over due also, for me to pursue my study to another level, in fact,

when i was first set foot to UPSI for my first degree, i'd been dreaming of studying Master of Statistic afterward. (Think and plan ahead kann..) hehe

The flaw in the plan (cehh, ini ayat Harry Potter) was the fact that i am a government servant who hasn't fully confirmed in my service and i need to be working at least one full year before the permission for study to be granted.

i dont intend to apply for any kind of scholarship whatsoever, because then i need to commit to whoever given the scholarship, i dont intend to apply for any loan either, because i just hated being indebted financially.

And i look forward to advance my career, though one of the senior lecturer said:

"pursue your education for the sacred purpose of loving the wisdom, not for promotion, salary increment or advancement"

Whatever, i will do what i wanted to do, and i'll do it best!

Aberowen

I never heard of this place before, until recently i became obsessed with my new book 'Fall of Giants'.

The place setting in the novel is in Aberowen (about 35 %). It was in year 1914, Aberowen was the town which was inhabited by coal miners and their family. The town witnessed the rise of the oppressed coal miners to claim for the right to fair working regulation and better pay.

But the administration of the coal mine refused them the claim, and as a result, immigrant from Russia was brought into Aberowen to replace the miners who were on strike.

i read too much of this book, one night i dreamt of Aberowen

I dreamt i pursue my study in Aberowen, i even drove my yellow Kelisa during the misty rainy day in Aberowen...
what the~

DEMAM

Its seasonal, often struck when the hot temperature scorch your internal body system, disrupting every normal operation going on in there...

Demam, memang SEKSA, tp aku syukur kerana:

1) Ini lah sahaja penyakit paling teruk aku pernah diuji, cuma demam, dan itu pun cuma setahun 2 kali (biasanya), syukur Ya Allah

2) dan lain-lain ajaran yg mengatakan mengapa kita perlu sabar dengan penyakit

tapi aku DEMAM, dan bila demam aku mahu makan macam macam (dan bukan bukan).

haha

That's just how life is

i have long accepted the fact that's just how life is, some people get everything, some people left with nothing

Dont be sad, that's just how life is

I'm Backkkk

To all Tangkak Folk and Ledang folk

Including whatever-creature-on Gunung Ledang

And i heard this song (lagu rakyat Pahang):

Walinong la yang Sari
Puteri yg cantik
Datang lah dr puncak Gunung Tahan
Puncak Gunung Ledang
Gunung la Banang

too

I'm Backkk, i'm backkkk to Daerah Ledang

appreciate your-everything, it might be your last~

People never appreciate things they found to be common, readily available and abundant.

People seek and value thing which are rare, scarce and insufficient above all.

This is a natural instinct of almost all ordinary humankind

You can add up value to things when you said, 'this is the last one, no more of these available after this'

The same theory can be applied to life:

"this is one last meeting, there will be no more of you and me after this"

"this is the last packet of salt left, if u want to flavor your cook after this, you will have to use seawater"

"this is the last letter i wrote, hoping to hear from me no more after this"

the last meeting, last packet of salt and the last letter (refer above), will be valued more and more simply because it will be the last, no more after...

That's the case if we knew its the last, what if we doesn't know..

What if the conversation you had with the favourite people of your lifetime is the last, and you dont know it, because you can't predict what's gonna happen next.

A lot of things are unpredictable, appreciate your-everything, it might be your last~

diri sendiri

Di dalam kelas, aku cenderung memberi perhatian kepada pelajar paling senyap dan paling skema, duduk di sudut paling jauh dalam kelas, selalu menundukkan pandangan, bimbang disoal, dan nampak janggal dalam pergaulan dengan teman-teman sekelas


Kerna pelajar jenis ini selalu mengingatkan aku pada seseorang; diri sendiri.

Right through my window

this is one ridiculous and unproductive hobby of mine; i love to stand right beside the window and stare at the sky, i can do this for hours, without as much as sighing.

this is therapy

I prefer doing the hobby when i was at tall building during rainy day. watching the bead of water descending the sky is like  looking at the gift from god to all universe. (rain can making plant grow etc)

Right through my window

Alam Semulajadi

I just got back from Pontian for induction course two days ago. It was a short course (shortest so far), 3 days filled with mere talk and talk and talk. No sports, no discussion, not even Q & A session.

it officially update and mapped another part of Johor i visited, Pontian.

Its been a year of my residency in Johor, and i never been to JB, so far  the places i visited only Batu Pahat and Muar, thats it. I frequent Malacca once a week for movie and shopping because Tangkak is located at the border of Johore-Malacca.

I really appreciate the beautiful and picturesque scenery of the beaches at Pontian, i love it

What's worth more to appreciate than the nature? ~

2010/2011~That would be ALL~~

Tamat sudah pengajian matrikulasi pelajar sesi 2010/2011. Meninggalkan kenangan yg berbagai, pahit, manis, kelat, semua ada, catatan:

Adat, pelajar gemar memberikan komen kepada pengajar, ada yang berbentuk pujian malah ada yang bersifat kritikan (membina), dan kadangkala lebih kepada mengampu. Al maklum, markah mereka di tangan siapa (atas dasarnya, bukan bermegah dengan hak). Catatan komen pelajar yg paling terkesan di hati:

1."Miss terlalu serius ketika mengajar, sila banyakkan senyum dan lebih ceria di dalam kuliah"

2."I really like your cool style while teaching"

3." Miss terlalu banyak senyum ketika mengajar"

4."Your english is too great, saya tak faham"

5."miss mengajar terlalu cepat"

6. "miss ceria ketika mengajar bab 1,2, dan 3, dan murung ketika mengajar bab 4 dan 5"

Many of it left me baffled

Some of the comment contradict one another, basically it cancels the opposing factor and restore my style to its natural state.

Catatan mengenai personaliti yg menarik perhatian:

1.Ada seorang pelajar, yg setiap hari mamakai songkok Johor ( songkok yg tinggi), setiap hari menyanyi lagu negaraku dengan penuh semangat, di barisan paling depan, segala-gala mengenai diri nya melambangkan semangat, bukan sahaja sewaktu menyanyi, malah sewaktu belajar, selalu di barisan paling depan dengan pandangan mata nya yg kadangkala buat aku risau; sebab terlalu tajam dan menikam, haha ( melambang kesungguhan belajar, tidak tidur walau sesaat dlm kuliah)

2. Ada seorang pelajar, yg setiap hari rambutnya terpacak hasil bantuan gel sekilo, duduk di barisan paling belakang, yang selalu buat aku risau kerana pandangan matanya selalu sayu (mengantuk), suaranya yg selalu sendu (mengantuk) dan notanya yg bersih berseri (mengantuk dan tidak menyalin nota).

Rakaman memori 2010/2011...that would be all~

NNCR

always the child at heart

I was conversing with my colleague about plans we had on upcoming luck rumoured to come:

W: I planned to spend the money in some property, i am planning into buying a house and looking forward to settle down soon

A: I will treat the money as a foundation to start a bussiness to generate more money

D: The money will goes to my wedding preparation

M: I will use it as a downpayment to buy a car

DY: I'm thinking of serious investment to secure stable monthly income

W, A, D, M , and DY: How bout you Nadiah, what is your plan?

Me: I'm thinking of buying PS3...

(silence)

Everything will be granted true with doa

I always wish to see them in a flesh, even from afar, in complete silence and lack any greeting

I just really wanted to see them, because they are very closely related to a person i really adore

So i make a wish in doa, not just after every solat i perform, but in every second i can remember, i will pray

Then, finally i saw them

And i think its suffice to sustain my happiness for another million years to come

Optimis

Hidup perlu berfikiran positif, optimis

Optimis jangan melulu, jangan terlebih

namun, optimis yg jitu datang dari keyakinan pada ALLAH SWT yg satu

1,2,3, and 4

1
Saw it, then fall for it, one rendezvous, and thats it

2
Arguments and self defense, constant guessing and thats how it ends

3
One minor glitch, and everything went straight to the ditch

4
long time sowing, mood swing, and its gone like wind, back its coming

Weltschmerz

Once the arrogant female, once very powerful gale, now just one singing nightingale, longing for minstrel to write a song for another fairytale, shrouded by fine veil, misery is compulsory to conceal.-NNCR

Himmlisch ist's, wenn ich bezwungen

Meine irdische Begier

Aber doch wenn's nicht gelungen

Hatt' ich auch recht hubsch Plaisir!

(How blissful when i master my earthly wants. Should I fail in my effort, I have nevertheless thoroughly enjoyed my self- Johann Strauss Opera)

Once an arrogant female, means forever so, even though when she was the one left with nothing

Because when she has nothing, she has nothing to lose..

Di ambang sore

And i bet its just too much to get people to have the same liking as mine

Last week i purposely share a movie which i love so much with  my students. I was hoping they will like it and give constructive comment on the theme and values

Something we can discuss of

However, to my dissapointment, they gave me negative commentaries, it went:

" Sgt bosan cerita yang cikgu tayangkan tu, BI dia susah difahami, dan terlalu banyak bercakap, pelakon nya bosan dan tak popular, kisah nya pun saya tak faham"

" Jgn tayang lagi la cikgu cerita tu.."

"Cikgu tengok ye cerita mcm tu?"

" Sy tengok movie tu dan rasa stress"

(mereka mmg jujur dan laser, ibarat pendebat)

And i started to wonder, whether my 24 year old taste is considered too old for them, 18 years old teen

But i bet it had nothing to do with my age, because when i was 18, i was already into everything old, ancient, and rustic.....haha

Lagu lama, buku lama..etc..( tp bukan org lama, as rumours circulating..haha)

And i bet its just too much to get people to have the same liking as mine

camping

my whole life, i only went camping twice, both under pretense of escorting students there. My father never gave me permission to go camping when i was in school, purely because of safety issue.( me myself were concern of that too)

My first camping happened in 2009, i was a teacher in training and practically forced to accompany my students to a camp in Batang Kali, Selangor. I'd never forget the night walk though, and i'd never forget the tragedy which my handphone went kaputt due to the 10 minutes submerge in water..(sigh)

And this the second time, the venue was at Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh, Melaka

Popping determination pills

If there is such pill as 'determination pill', i'll buy loads of them, force feed them to a bunch of students.................................................................

As i blog

As i blog, i reflect, taught last person today and thought of all day today...

Lowly

I want keep this blog as low profile as possible because in the past, my previous blog had been the target for haters sneaking into 'my life in writing' to fire criticism.

So low

diri, Cukup lah

Cukup lah, diri, kau mengemaskini blog dengan entri entri sebaris ayat yang cukup menyampah pada pandangan

haha

kawan

..kawan memulakan hariku dengan senyum, meyudahi dengan tawa, dan memujuk kesedihan di antaranya..

Terima kasih

Teman..

numerical me

Aku biasa menomborkan orang-orang yg aku kenal, aku tidak ingat nama mereka...

p/s-dilanda penyakit update blog, walaupun entri hanya sebaris ayat

Sujud dan kenal

Sejak beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini, setiap kali aku berada di tempat baru, dan bila pertama kali aku sujud di situ (solat)

I have a thinking, "no matter how far on earth we roamed, finitely, all head touches to the ground, bowing, admitting the powerful almighty Allah SWT empowering"

Dan bila aku sujud, aku mula kenal bumi itu

Sujud dan kenal lah bumi tempat anda berada....

He-who-must-not-be-named

This is an excerpt of 2nd HP series:


Lucius Malfoy: 


You must be very brave, or very foolish to say his name..(his: Lord Voldemort)

Harry Potter: 


Fear of the name will increase the fear of the thing itself...kamehameha..(eh, yg last tu dh confuse dgn dragon ball pulak)

He-who-must-not-be-named,,,

And


no


You-DONT-know -who


p/s: aku, kipas-susah-mati HP dan Son Goku..kamehameha

Teaching is a martial art

what it takes to educate 21 young minds in one tutorial class?

patience

Since i started teaching, my patience grew robust. When 21 people in the age of 18 get together, they displayed behaviour of all sort. Not all pleasant.

Education is martial art taken years to master. There's no limit to the skill, and it is highly dynamic (changing as time goes by)

Teenagers proved to be difficult to handle, its a human being we are dealing with...

..of the past

"Though it's been a while now, I can still feel so much pain. Like the knife that cuts you, the wound heals. But the scar -- that scar remains." ~ Bret Michaels

...wish

I wrote this in the midst of pouring rain outside, with sinking feeling inside, and i humbly beg for tranquility to come by my side, so that i can put all my worries aside...

NNCR ( on the 5th of Feb 2011, 10.57 pm).......

Selangkah ke alam misteri

First week here, seems like everyone's trying to update and bombard me with ghost stories scattered all over college.

Instead of splurging my senses with the new challenge of working, i was divulged with unnecessary info on the haunted part of KMJ.

I jot down some of the experience here:

1. Kuarters

Hari pertama di kolej ini, penginapan merupakan masalah pertama yang perlu diselesaikan. Memandang Tangkak adalah suatu tempat di Malaysia yang tidak pernah kujejaki, dan tiada seorang pun saudara mara berdekatan. ,maka pilihan terbaik untuk penginapan adalah di apartmen untuk pensyarah dan kakitangan yang disediakan.

Long story short
*sebenarnya ada 1000 patah perkataan lagi yg ingin diceritakan, but i'll keep that secret*

Terdapat dua bunyi di apartmen itu yang diketahui oleh semua pensyarah yang pernah tinggal di situ, termasuk aku sendiri:

i.Bunyi perabot dipindahkan.

Aku tinggal di rumah itu bertiga, bunyi itu cuma boleh didengari ketika keseorangan, jika kami bertiga berkumpul, tidak terjadi, biasa nya pada pukul 12 malam ke atas.

Dan not to mention, rumah atas kosong, rumah sebelah kosong.

ii.Bunyi memasak

12 malam ke atas.

Rumah atas, rumah sebelah, KOSONG, malahan ketika semua pensyarah sudah pulang bercuti dan aku  keseorangan ketika itu menunggu flight 2 hari selepasnya


2. Orang tua di BBT

Rumours spreaded like wildfire of the existence of an senior citizen roaming the housing area during midnight.

Then it occur to me the 'orang tua' might be none other than PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG.

Remember the legend? when Hang Tuah and delegation journeyed to Gunung Ledang to ask Puteri gunung Ledang hand in marriage
Puteri gunung Ledang came materializing as a Nenek kebayan at first to greet the delegation

Orang Tua!


p/s: bukan berkepercayaan tahyul, sekadar catatan pengalaman

Serunai Malam dan Interlok

Di sebalik cerminan kegilaan dan obsesi melampau diriku terhadap dunia nombor-nombor (Matematik), sebenarnya terdapat sedikit ruang dalam jiwa ini untuk kesusasteraan.

Ruang yang makin sempit oleh keadaan yang lebih membentuk kecenderungan ke arah mempelajari semua rahsia di sebalik ilmu kira mengira yang tidak berperasaan.

Tahap kesusasteraan paling hebat pernah aku kaji adalah

KOMSAS tingkatan 4 dan 5

(boleh gelak..haha)

Tanpa sebab yang jelas, dalam himpunan bahan bahan yang dipelajari ( di tingkatan 4 dan 5 itu), satu karya yang paling aku gemari adalah drama yg bertajuk Serunai Malam.

Mengisahkan jiwa patriotik seorang anak muda yang berperang dengan desakan dari kekasih hati dan keluarga untuk membuat pilihan kerjaya.

Namun yang paling disukai tentulah lagu 'Serunai Malam' yang dinyanyikan oleh Kartina Dahari dan versi asal oleh Bing Slamet ( tidak pasti pula kewujudan versi-versi lain)




Dan baru baru ini ketika pelancaran Kelab Rukunegara Kolej, para pelajarku telah mempersembahkan sketsa 'Serunai Malam'

(Suka la cikgu nya ni..heehe)

Interlok, di sebalik semua isu yang dibangkitkan adalah bahan bacaaan aku ketika di Darjah 5 lagi

Aku terjumpa buku itu dalam almari, saiznya sebesar buku HP and The Deathly Hallows( hard cover version), kulitnya berwarna merah dan bahasa yang digunakan adalah sangat klasik

Seperti lapan dieja sebagai delapan, hancur sebagai hanchor, ke sebagai ka dsb

Aku membacanya berkali-kali setiap hari dan ada beberapa mukasurat kutanda, sebagai bahagian cerita yang paling menarik hati.

Malangnya buku itu dipinjamkan kepada seorang kawan dan tidak dipulangkan sampai sekarang

Kali kedua aku menjumpai buku itu di perpustakaan MRSM beberapa tahun kemudian

Tapi edisi yang baru otu tidak menarik minatku kerana ejaan yang digunakan sudah diperbaharuui dan moden

Let it be, let it be, let it be, ohhh, let it be, let it beee~~~

I know the time will come when i have to

be wiling 
to let go of the dream


~~Whisper word of wisdom, let it be, let it be, let it be~~
Quoting The Beatles...Let it Be....

Dont you ever say sorry, just go away

Every one is the product of civilization, and any human being who walks the earth will ever heard of the word 'sorry'.."maaf', or any equivalence as such in other tounge.

And as the civilization set us apart from the native, being polite is one essential criteria to brand a person as civilized or animal, the simplest act of being polite involve apologizing and seek forgiveness.

A quote saying..
sorry seems to be the hardest word...i'd like to add

Sorry seems to be the hardest word to both party:

1. People who do wrong

2.People who are wronged

The first type understandably will view 'sorry' as a difficult word for the act of saying sorry will force them to admit their mistake and subject to the need to repent. understandably, apart from monk, admit one mistake is the harshest punishment for someone's ego.

The second type, however

Sorry seems to be the most difficult word because 

1. To forgive other's wrong deed to us cost us more than just nice heart, we need to be really strong to let go of  all the bitter memory and pain brought by the culprit.

2. The act of seeking forgiveness make it final the person in question is guilty. and it hurts especially when the person in question topped rank in your heart.

Sungguh pedih, sedih.....

Stay the same

If only you can see the way i see you, you'll be amazed how amazing you are, you won't change anything because you are great the way you are ( the way i picture you)


And aint it what matter most?


I wish you can see the way i see you...you are amazing the way you are, dont change anything

Kau begitu sempurna, di mataku kau begitu indah...

bbq-di hari kejadian

Efficiency defines youth ( without discrediting the senior citizen).

Our bbq plan can be considered as last minute. Everything was planned and carried out A DAY before the real ocassion.

The mastermind ( not me) arrange almost everything ranging from our determined effort to bring forth the fire to the grilling task later on. Two people were in charge of the kitchen section, fried some more crackers, french fries and nuggets.

*I pulok, AJK kebersihan sajorhhhh*

Because the venue was at our house, i gotta tidy up the place 

( baca: kemaskan rumah yg dh sememangnya  sudah kemas). 

The chores including sweeping the front porch 

( baca: sapu porch yg sememangnya sudah bersih)

rearrange the shoes ( rumah duduk 3 org tp kasutnya macam ada 15 org)

(baca: susun kasut yg sememangnya sudah tersusun)

Kesimpulannya AJK kebersihan mmg tak byk kerja sebab ...

well whaddaya expect huh?

rumah anak dara kan nihhhh, mestilah kemas dan bersih (fakta tidak boleh bangkang)

Then, our voices and laughter implies how much fun we had, i was a bit worried for fear the neighbour might be complaining.

Then the event was a huge success, for one whole night we've been chatting and talking so loud.

Apart from one of my friend highlighting and critizing how small my TV was ( sakit mata wooo, katanya), we ( my housemate and i~) are the most successful host of the bbq.

Congratulations to us...

To be continued......

bbq

For the lack of better word, last week was frantic. 

With mid semester examination looming near, and internal inspection was just around the corner. 

Worse, the never-seems-to-be-well-prepared-to-face-examination students were after us (their lecturer) to pose various questions demanding immediate answer right there and then. They came to us in group of 5-6 students, crowding our table with at least one or two trig proving to solve (without them trying first) EACH, and not to mention their heart-wrenching story of all the pain and suffer they went through to solve Maths.

Me: Ini soalan proving, sy tak boleh buat ajer, u kena try dulu, baru tau nk buat lain kali, dlm exam bukannya soalan yg sama...

Pelajar: Sy tak boleh....sy tak boleh.....sy tak mampu buat...miss tau tak saya tak tidur semalaman buat maths je, pastu tak dapat jugak...x dapat.... (dengan muka dan nada yg disayu-sayu kan, airmata nya tertahan-tahan)

*aku mengerti tekanan mereka ( sbb itu aku tidak marah) dengan subjek Matematik ini, tapi salah sendiri kan?*

Manage your stress well ( as i'd say to myself), stress in small quantity (stress to countable kan? ehehe)  will do you good, vice versa.

In the midst of overwhelming stress ( students yg stress ye, berjangkit kpd lecturer-nya..haha), we decided to escape from the sea of worries and qualms just for a moment (students yg worried ye, berjangkit pd lecturer nye...haha).

As i told you, the real indulgence in this world is food, spoil yourself with a reasonable amount of heavenly delicacies and everything will be just right...dont forget to add some laughter with good friends and acquittance, or in the case of married people with kids, nothing can be more soothing than the pleasure (and pressure kot..?)  of those kiddo chasing around each other.

I digressed a lot huh?

bbq

Last time i had it was about 6 months ago with a bunch of already-graduated-matriculation-students. Venue : Pusat bbq KMJ

It was all the idea of Azalea ( bukan nama sebenar) who suggest bbq instead of long queue ( at the cinemas...haha)

We made a task delegation, of course it will involve massive labour in kitchen

*massive la sangat*

There were eleven of us

So we got chicken/prawn/ fish to be clean and cut into parts, we gotta prepare the ingredients to marinate the chicken and we gotta cook fried mee/ rice/ macaroni to be served along with the grilled chicken, we gotta served the sauce , and unanimously we want nice dessert following the main course...

*the list can go on*

Tapi, fortunately task yg kat atas tu hanya berlaku dlm perancangan aku shj

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.kerana semua nya kami tempah dan BAYAR sahaja..haha

*task delegation la sgt*

kita hanya mampu merancang...haha

Next discussion revolved around the venue:

Below are the excerpt of our conversation:

Me: Nk buat di mana ni? nearest adalah gunung ledang

Friend 1: Bosan nye Gunung Ledang, mane lagi tempat rekreasi sekitar sini?

Friend 2: Di Melaka mcmana?, ape tmpat yg ada?

(tiada siapa mampu jawab kerana xde sorang pun org melaka dan org johor dlm geng kami)

Friend 3: buat kat rumah je, siapa yg halaman rumah dia paling luas:

(semua pandang aku)

Me: okay

to be continued.....

For the love of it

I want to write, trying to digress for a minute from numbers

I face too many mathematical symbol, operation, theorem, formulas, proving in a day, i'd feel, i'll burst with it.

I do LOVE maths, but too much of it incite boredom, too much of it will be the source of qualm, never ending request for sharp state of mind, quick witted and i'll end up TIRED.

okay, ada kelas, angka lagi.....

I'm not happy

People said i look happy


But im not happy..

The untold story

This is the story of Ven and Red

The deafening sound followed the exploding gun, next a thundering screaming was heard, a female, Red's voice.

The wild bullet pierce Red's chest, Red screamed an agonizing excruciating pain scream, it sounded both like cry of despair and plea for hope, blood spurted right through the tragic hole where the bullet make a passage straight to the vital organ of breathing, the lung.

Ven lurched forward to catch whatever remains of Red

Whatever remains of Red no longer alive, but the memory of Red will live forever, through Ven...

Nadiah Che Rahim (12 mlm, catatan sebelum tidur..ZzzZZzzz)