memories 1

Memories are things that happened in the past and trapped in your brain cells for some reasons only known perhaps for you and GOD...

Why did your brain want (voluntary or involuntary) to retain some information which are no longer going to repeat itself, probably just for the sake of being SENTIMENTAL?

Whatever the reason might be, memory can be bitter, it can be sweet...
I think i should spend more time writing down memories i fear to be extinct from the limited capacity of  my memory.........Perhaps when i started forgetting things, i can always come back here to read those happy moments that had occurred to me once..reminds me that i used to be happy when im sad, remind me that i once cried when i am overindulging the joy of laughter.

Memory no 1

When i was 7 years old, i really wanted a 'pensil tekan' similar to the one my friend had. She used to parade around using the fancy 'pensil tekan' in front of me, knowing i might be watching and get all envious..( and she succeed for that..)

I got all green with jealousy with her fancy 'pensil tekan' and decided i want one too. No..no..i want two 'pencil tekan's'...better if three (hehe)

So i planned a strategy. My mother never bought me a 'pensil tekan' because in her opinion (hers..not mine..), 'pensil tekan' is not suitable for kids below 12 because the lead is fragile, it might break when you apply greater force while writing

The lead might break, and the pieces will get into your eyes and make you blind

sequence

Mak tak belikan pensil tekan-sebab leadnya senang patah-nanti lead masuk dlm mata-pastu buta

Thats why i never had a 'pensil tekan'

But this time i really determine to ask for one, i will sulk, i will rebel ( merajuk dan memberontak adalah senjata paling ampuh untuk budak berusia 7 tahun...kan)

So i choose to sulk..i refuse to eat and i refuse to go to school, until my mom had to made a promise

Okay, here's your 'pensil tekan'

Long story short,i got my long-dreamed 'pensil tekan'...and to my dismay, i found it to be ineffective

Yeah, ist true, the lead will break so easily, and the i have to apply force everytime im using it, because the it trace so thin and unclear..my handwriting will be so illigible ( did i spell it right, who cares)

The first memories................................................

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