Tragic post

Undescribable, this feeling is

Repeated failure can result to cowardice, fear of failing again and again, same embarrasing and hurtful moment re enact and re occur

Damn of what they said of courage and bravery, its all had extinct long time ago, longer than i manage to retain in my memory

And since then, confidence had been shattered so badly, it crumpled beyond repair, any dream deemed as beyond reach

Any attempt of recovering is none but another waste of time, useless and utter idiosyncrasies

Semua nya sudah hancur kan