Not a lot of things

I'm about to ramble, a lengthy one,

But attempting to put it into writing, it all suddenly gone, disappear into thin air

Vanished ( ini bukan merujuk kpd jenama cecair penghapus kotoran pd pakaian..;p)

Not a natural writer i guess, not a skilled mathematician, not a talented musician, not a lovable lecturer, not having ways with people, not great at art, not capable of retaining interest, not a-lot-of-things

Maybe thats why......