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And here i am, alone, as i always was, as i always am, hopefully not as i always will be.

Alone, can be defined as having nobody else as company, or having no one else in close proximity of your surrounding, alone can be associated with the lack of discernible sound or meaningful communication. Alone also always gets related to the awful feeling of sadness and unwanted. The feeling of loneliness is the product of discrimination and rejection from others.

Is alone an option?

Yes, alone is an option. Because i chose to be alone.

I could have company, if i want to, i could be together with someone,if i wish to, i could be surrounded by people, if that is what i really desired.


But no, i chose to be alone, i could settle down long time ago, the offer had come to me, the proposal of marriage had come knocking at my door of feelings.

But i chose to be alone.

"Memuja bintang di langit, sampai terhina sinar lampu kalimantang, sedang bintang kekal di langit, cuma lampu sedia menemani"

:)